In The Wings

weekend home
Wednesday: Got home and chilled.

Thurday: Helped Mom with the Turkey. Ate a lot.

Friday: Shopped early with Garet. Hung out with JK and Jessica.

Saturday: Athens. Wet and cold. UGA lost. Not a good day. Traffic and long drive back to the 'Ville.

Sunday: WaHo breakfast with Tim. Another visit with JK, Jess, and an awake Jordyn. Airport. Delays. Suck.

Bad things:

1- I try to create relationships that aren't really possible. It seems so simple to just create the perfect person. I don't miss Matt, but I miss what he represented. And I want it back. This weekend I realized that I can't decide when I get that. It has to find me. There is a season for everything. And I hate it.

2- Wicket is not in good shape. My mom dropped the bomb that "when we have to put Wicket to sleep I'm not telling you because you won't be here." Uhhh... not okay. I started to get so upset that I couldn't even argue. I will absolutely be there. I know that it will be hard. I know that I'll be upset. I know that he will be hard to see because I'm sure he'll be in pain at that point. But I will be there. He is my dog. I will be there.

It was a good and bad weekend. I wasn't ready to leave, but I wasn't ready to stay either.

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